well,here goes my post....................
i once broke wif him ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
then twice~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
then.....now i really wan to break~~~~~he dun wan ><
well,this is the last chance...~~~
at 1st...i wanna breAk him off at ..the valentime day.........
then i ask him...wan to break ?
he told me "no"
i ask him y...
he told me that he _ _ _ me !
so decide to give him last chance..
perharps this is the end of this relationship might as well end it.....before......i get devoted into this relationship.......
ltr ............i miss him <3333333333333333333333
he nv .....ans....nv.....reply back
......dun let me drop into this bottomless pit ~~~~~~~~~~~~
i dun wish to drop in...i wish to end this harm_less relationship but i cannot...
i am ...so desperated in this relationship............i wan to break off...but cannot...
at first i only play play for steading ~~~~~~~~~~~cos i am so playful....................
then now........i tink i am fall in love ?! not really or yes really ??
i play wif his feelings ? not really ?!
did i lose him ?
maybe i & he there is impossible for us ?
i really hope he would noe..................
haiz.....there nth much to say about us...
getting cold...lyk audition....at first we get alot of heart 10++
then getting lesser....
.....well,i hope i can let go of this relationship...........
but i dun noe wat i can do wif it...feeling emo ?!
lose my heart ~~ heart fly to him ?
perharps....we jus have a little feel for each other...
as he sort of lyk me , same here too...maybe only jus crush ?! not real relationship.......
eileen per once say....keith & i was lame....same type of lame...
then keith say...ya,thats y we r couple ?
wat does that means ...is it ?! a hint or somehow ? jus a.......................joke ?
he once say he lyk no1....then lyk someone near him?
then ltr no1....wat is he trying to means or hint or do ? i dun noe i am totally confused over him
.....well,what i noe...is now i is totally into this ~~~~~
i cannot stop myself anymore into this bottomless pit...~~~
unless...he wan to broke...maybe...
will i shear a tears ? perharps yes or no !?
as i mention 3 times break to him...to him feel nth or....it hurts him...& now he times to revenage i dun noe..
jus hope he....can...jus....keep in contact wif me...~~~~~~~~~
well,if he is here in my blog =) jus wan to say i lyk u truly ?!